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Making forward progress very slowly

September 6, 2024 by Susanne Leave a Comment

I went to bed half an hour too late. I’m counting that as a significant improvement but it still doesn’t bring me adequate sleep. The boy showed up as I was about to write morning pages and so I was late again. But. I shuffled things around and did my “meditating for three minutes before taking my blood pressure“-session before the yoga. So that when my husband showed up I was right in the middle of yoga, not just about to start meditating. Much better. I just yoga-ed away in the living room while he made himself tea.

I’m finally at a point again where I have ripped back to the wonky start of the current section of mystery shawl and now I can actually knit new stitches again. Phew.

As my husband and I were talking after breakfast I realized how stressed I felt about the start of teaching and all the many things that need repairs and such. Well, I guess I need to take care of at least a few of them.

I did all the usual morning things including the dishes while listening to Mozart and then went off to the supermarket on my bike. Came back home to a husband who was cooking something Thai-adjacent. It tasted way better than it looks:

rice noodles with marinated tofu and veggies an a glass of water

Then I fell into a bit of a slump. I had a huge list of things to do but somehow couldn’t get started.

Eventually I did the lunch dishes while talking with the boy, then put everything together that I needed for the new driver’s license, and because my first student of the day had canceled I also went and mailed it. Came back and cut the edges of the PDF t-shirt pattern and ate dinner, taught my one student of the day (third student had canceled as well), talked some more with the boy, ate some yogurt, started writing this post, did Duolingo, watched an episode of „Everyone loves me“ while knitting and went to bed.

Today will be a dentist appointment for a new filling and cleaning. And probably watching the last episode of ‚Doctor Who‘ with the boy for something nice.

Oh, and somewhere throughout the afternoon I decided to order a new raincoat. I have really needed one for year now and I finally snapped today.

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Exhausted but still mildly productive

September 5, 2024 by Susanne Leave a Comment

Because I needed some time to get sleepy again after the smoke alarm incident I only got 6 1/2 hours of sleep the second day in a row.

I did wake up at 7 anyway and did my complete morning routine. I had to leave the kitchen for meditation because my husband was up earlier than usual. He had plans to leave the house by 9 and help a friend again.

I had breakfast, sat around playing silly games and reading and such for too long, then waited for a package (new batch of covid tests,we were nearly out) and then went for a walk:

gravel path through trees

Susanne in nature

I came back and ate leftover lasagna for lunch right away:

a piece of lasagna on a white plate with a glass of water

Then I procrastinated taking a shower, remembered that I had started a load of laundry a little too late for hanging it up before I was scheduled for another working session over video call with my writer friend and decided to hang it up anyway when I saw she would be late.

My husband swooped in and hung everything up.He had a fun but very exhausting day, mowing the lawn for 2 1/2 hours before jumping in the lake and going out for lunch.

I did mostly admin stuff but also found a couple of links to book covers that are similar to the ones I want and sent those to the designer.

I measured myself and tried making a decision about which size t-shirt to make and I sat there, scissors in tape in hand, ready to put the PDF sewing pattern together but gave up.

I did all the steps necessary to start the process of getting my new driver’s license soon. Next up I need to print the form out, put a few things together and send everything off by post. And yes, that is the ‚digital‘ process.

I ate dinner and too many cookies, sat around playing Solitaire for way too long and then realized I still needed to hang up the second load of laundry, do the dishes and take a shower. Also start this post and do Duolingo.

Well…

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Accountability and body doubling works!

September 4, 2024 by Susanne Leave a Comment

I woke up from the alarm after a mere 6 1/2 hours of sleep, so that was not the best. Next time I’ll go to bed on time. Probably. I started writing morning pages but wandered off after half a page. Note to self: don’t put your phone next to you while journaling. Thanks.

I did manage yoga and meditation, though. After that, some breakfast. And I decided to up the dose of my blood pressure medication. I’m still taking the initial, very low dose I started with and my blood pressure has been constantly a bit too high throughout. I’ll just try it out and see what happens. And consult with my doctor of course.

I spent some time with my husband, did a huge pile of dishes because I had asked the boy to bring everything down from his room and so the one mug, one plate and one knife I left in the sink before going to bed morphed into half a dozen dirty plates, all the cutlery, a frying pan and a small pot over night. At least I got to listen to Satie while doing that.

Meanwhile my husband had changed his cooking plans to lasagna. If I had known beforehand I would not have planned all the errands and I would have started the dishes earlier.

I went out, got my picture taken because I need to get a new driver’s license, went to the health food store but skipped the tea shop because it was already too late.

Came back home to a husband frantically trying to assemble two lasagnas. That’s usually my job. We had some miscommunication about which layer was next and ended up with a bit of a mess that included pulling sauce and pasta out again because my husband had put the meat sauce into the vegetarian casserole.

Words were spoken, up to the point where I just left the kitchen.

I still went back and helped with the salad in the end.

Lunch was rather late and not quite as tasty as usual. (See, I’m just so much better at assembling lasagna! Also, the reason I usually start with the red sauce at the bottom is because there isn’t enough white sauce for three layers. No, really. QED.):

a white plate with a thin piece of lasagna, a glass bowl of salad and a glass of water on a dark brown table

I did the dishes right away because I was angry and also I had told a writer friend I would meet her in the online office at three. We ate lunch at two, so there wasn’t much time.

I went and met with a handful of people online to work. I spent an hour doing teaching admin, then wrote the brief for the first book cover and sent it off and then went and looked at photos I might use for a potential cover for the free short story.

And then I had to stop because the boy and I wanted to do bodyweight training together. But before that I refilled four of my fountain pens. Phew. That had been sitting for a while as well.

I can say for sure that I wouldn’t have gotten as much done if I hadn’t had made that date with my friend. And seeing those other people working along did wonders for my productivity. Oh, and one thing I found was that maybe one of my students didn’t pay for all the time he had lessons with me? At least I can’t find any payments. Which is awkward because they already stopped lessons. I guess I’ll write an email next week. I might be wrong or have overlooked something.

The boy and I did our 20 minutes of bodyweight exercises. We were still sore from Sunday and it was way too hot but –  we had said we’d do it, so we did it. And I always feel better after exercising, even if everything hurts.

And then we tackled another thing that has been sitting there for some time. The boy had a pair of pajama pants that have the typical tear on the left side where he hitches them up all the time. It’s the exact same spot where my older pair of jeans broke. So I pulled out the book „Mending Matters“ and my sewing kit, cut an old t-shirt up for a patch and made the pants usable again.

It’s not pretty but it does the job. And I learned something for next time:

The top of a pair of dark blue pajama pants with a tear right below the waistband that has been patched with a bit of gray fabric in uneven, huge stitches. The table underneath holds a thimble, pins in a clear plastic container and somet other sewing paraphernalia

I’m very happy that this pair of pajama bottoms won’t share the fate of the other pair (in size S) that has been sitting in my mending pile for several years now.

After that I ate dinner, talked with my husband again, read and played games for an hour, then started writing this post, did Duolingo, watched C-drama, waited for an email interspersed with the smoke alarm starting to blare for no apparent reason, and went to bed. I think the only thing I need to do today is write a couple of emails, go for a walk and not much more but I’m sure, something will come up.

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At least the week was off to a good start

September 3, 2024 by Susanne Leave a Comment

I woke up from the alarm after a good night of almost enough sleep and managed to do my complete morning routine, yeah! And I was early enough that I was almost done with breakfast before my husband showed up.

I did the usual morning things and went for a walk ind the woods for exercise. My feet still hurt quite a bit but I’m totally fed up with that and really want to get back to exercising. I did wear my orthotics and extra padded sneakers:

a gravel path in the woods with lush green bushes and trees

I’m practicing my selfie-skills:

a picture of Susanne in front of greenery

I came back home, talked with my husband, set the table while he cooked and helped chopping parsley:

a white plate with potatoes, peas and carrots and two wieners with a glass of water

After a short break I had some of the cake my husband’s friend had brought the day before:

a blue and white plate with gold swirls and a piece of flourless chocolate cake and a beige ceramic mug of chamomile tea

It was delicious but ultimately did not agree with me.

I sat around, twiddling my thumbs. Once again I had made too long a list and I was also waiting for the boy to come downstairs. In the end it was past 4 when I finally tackled the dishes, then I went to my studio, started finally planning the week and then it was time to teach my two students of the day.

After that I had dinner, finished reading „Dreadful Company“ (highly recommend, the whole Greta Helsing series is wonderful so far), unpacked yet another book:

a book with the title "beyond the story"

I have no clue if that was a good idea.

The boy came downstairs to make himself dinner, I started writing this post, did Duolingo and some more planning, watched an episode of C-drama while knitting and went to bed.

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I’d say that was worth a gold star

September 2, 2024 by Susanne Leave a Comment

Things I didn’t get done yesterday: yoga and planning the week and the month. Things I did get done: everything else.

I did go to bed almost on time, slept much better and wrote morning pages. Spent some time with my husband and did my usual online rounds, also folded some more laundry.

My husband met with a friend of his and the two of them went off to the nice Italian restaurant for lunch. While my own lunch was frozen pizza:

frozen pizza funghi with a glass of water and an ereader showing the cover of "Dreadful Company"

I had asked the boy via text if he wanted pizza as well but he hadn’t answered. And then he was a bit unhappy when there was no pizza for him. He had still been asleep when I texted him. Well, he had to make his own pizza, then.

I did talk to him a bit and then did the dishes after he said he would be taking a shower right away. Turned out ‚right away‘ took long enough for me to wash the breakfast and lunch dishes.

The boy and I had made plans to do bodyweight training together again and we agreed to just do it right away, after lunch. Not the ideal time of day but whatever works. We went back to the super easy version that only takes twenty minutes and we had to scale a lot of the exercises back to make them easier but – we did it.

And then there was nothing left but to tackle the taxes.

I hadn’t prepared much in advance, I still had to hunt for receipts and print things out and try to remember how to do everything. There was also a glitch that meant I couldn’t import a lot of my old data. No idea if that was me or the website but I had to put a lot of numbers into forms from scratch. At least I had a printout of last years forms, so I could take things from there.

I worked all the way through until 7.30 with just a short break to talk with my husband and his friend, and then I was done. In my checklist for doing the taxes there is a point saying „remember that taxes take about 5 hours“ but this time it was only 3 1/2. Phew.

After that I ate dinner, read some more, played more silly games, did Duolingo, watched some C-drama and went to bed.

I’m hoping to do all the planning today.

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A Saturday that almost feels like I didn’t do anything

September 1, 2024 by Susanne Leave a Comment

I did get enough sleep but didn’t sleep well and wasn’t feeling all that rested. Meh. So, because I felt low on energy I decided to skip my morning routine. Not the best idea. Especially since skipping the morning routine meant I almost forgot to take my meds.

I had breakfast with my husband and then another very slow morning. I did the usual online morning round and some Duolingo, then the dishes and my husband started a load of laundry. I did a covid test just to be sure and walked to the supermarket where I get our yoga and counted that as exercise. I guess it’s better than nothing.

I came back home, set the table for lunch and folded laundry. Lunch was pancakes with spinach:

a pancake with spinach and feta cheese with a glass of water on the side

Between the laundry and the end of lunch my husband was arguing with me about my (alleged) tendency to always react with no to everything. Which is apparently showing a lack of respect.

I think this might have something to do with my husband’s upbringing where he subconsciously learned to never say no to anyone versus mine where you just debate merrily along until you reach consensus. Or not.

Or as the boy and I noticed when I was complaining about said argument the boy and I both answer with „no“ and „but“ a lot to each other and very often the other one will say something along the lines of „Huh, I guess,“ and no harm done. It was fun to point out each instance of „no“ and complain to be disrespected. But what we usually do is just talk and talk and talk and look at things from all the angles and point out were we think the other one doesn’t have it quite right to arrive at greater understanding.

Which does not explain why when my husband asked me, „Could you check if the laundry is done?“ I answered with, „No, it’s still 25 minutes.“ What I really meant was, „No need, I just checked, it’s still 25 minutes.“ But what he heard was, „No I can’t, and I’m not answering your question.”

Always great when you’ve been together for 30 years and understand each other so well.

After lunch I was swallowed by the Saturday slump for a while but still managed to hang up two loads of laundry and take a shower. I also ate all the sweets. And looked at our train tickets for the family reunion in September. The high speed trains we were supposed to take both ways were canceled, so I changed the booking and then had to get new seat reservations. Again.

Then it was time for yet another writer Zoom-call where I got to tell everyone what I did during the week.

After that the boy and I ate potato chips and ice cream in front of ‚Doctor Who‘. I have mixed feelings about that episode. There is one more to go.

After that I watched an episode of C-drama. I think I like this drama but not enough to stay with a whole episode start to finish, so we’ll see.

I then started writing this post, did Duolingo and the dishes and went to bed.

Next up all the Sunday things and the start of doing taxes! Fun!

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