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Again a mixture of stuff getting done and just chilling

September 30, 2024 by Susanne Leave a Comment

Which is very good for a Sunday, methinks.

I went to bed at 11.45, yes, that bedtime is creeping later again. I started writing morning pages, then wandered off and skipped the rest of my morning routine. I just didn’t feel like it.

There was breakfast, this time the boy came downstairs first, before my husband. There was a lengthy discussion about the question whether the boy should wait with breakfast until tea was ready. He feels that waiting until it was ready and cool enough to drink wasn’t worth it, he just wants something to eat as fast as possible, whereas my husband and I think not having something warm and soothing with breakfast is barbaric. Well, that was an argument he and I have had hundreds of times in the past, so well.

My husband felt that the boy just wants to expend minimal energy at all times and just wants to drink tea when it’s all ready and done but would never make himself some. Which is a bit silly because the boy makes himself big pots of tea at least once a day, often twice and drinks all the black tea that’s left after my husband’s breakfast. (We are a tea in dedicated thermoses-family. Right now there are four tea thermoses in rotation, two for black tea, one for my chamomile tea and one for general herbal teas that the boy uses. The two for black tea are there to raise the chances that there is a free thermos for the black tea my husband makes for himself for breakfast.)

Anyways. I ate breakfast (with my own tea that I brew in my huge ceramic tea mug that no one else is allowed to touch) and then finished crocheting the first Flowerpress blanket square. After that I fixed a mistake that I made on the vest I’m knitting so that it could become TV knitting again, and then I finally took my shower.

I called my mother on the phone who finally is back from that physical rehabilitation thing that she didn’t like at all. But now she doesn’t feel all that well, poor thing. We told each other everything we had done in the two weeks since our last call and I especially talked about our trip to Leipzig.

Then I girted my loins and started printing out all the emails about the shoe return disaster. I waffled all day if I should make that phone call on a Sunday but ultimately decided against it. The plan is to do it today. Wish me luck.

Meanwhile my husband was making pesto from scratch. His first step was to let the pine nuts get burnt, so we ended up having half pine nuts and half almonds in our pesto. I did help a little with the basil and cheese. The boy came downstairs for lunch again. There was a bit too much salt in the pasta, alas, but otherwise it was very good:

a plate of linguini with pesto genovese, grated cheese and a glass of water

The boy and I talked at length after that, I played silly games for a long while, we ate some cake and drank some tea, I sat, played and read for a while, my husband showed up three times to ask me something or tell me about something, I wrote messages to all kinds of people, washed a load of wool things, folded two loads of laundry and started a second one (that my husband hung up), spread the mystery shawl and the gauge swatch out on the unused bed, decided against actually blocking the shawl with pins or wires, bought a couple new books (again), did bodyweight training on my own because the boy was too busy, tried watching a lecture about something writing related but got rather bored, listened to some wonderful Buxtehude and also to „And the Bridge is Love“ by Howard Goodall which moved me deeply.

Then I wrote this post, planned out the week, found that I was still way too braindead to write the cover feedback, watched an episode of C-drama while knitting and went to bed.

Phew.

And now for a new week, soon to be a new month.

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It felt like it was all slump all day but then I looked at the list of things I had actually done

September 29, 2024 by Susanne Leave a Comment

Let’s see: I went to bed half an hour late, slept like a log and then my sleep app told me my readiness for the day was – rest. Which did agree with the way I felt. Two beers and potato chips in the evening do not equal sleeping well.

I almost wandered off researching some thing or other first thing but caught myself in time so that I managed morning pages and yoga. But not meditation. I had breakfast and tried adding a bit of apple to my usual muesli and have to say, still not a fan.

Husband and I talked and then I lounged about and found that the shoe return saga is still ongoing, so I need to do something about that. Again. I might brave the phone later today.

Here’s a picture of my wonky gauge swatch for the Westknits KAL. I went from 2.5 mm needles all the way down to 1.5 at the top.

I still need to wash the swatch and see how it looks after. The yarn is pretty stiff right now, it feels as if there’s still spinning oil in there.

I crocheted a bit and made a list for the day that was rather aspirational. Did the breakfast dishes and went out for a 30-minute walk for exercise.

It looked sunny when I went out but not only was the ground rather muddy and wet, it also started raining pretty hard on my way back.

Good thing I was wearing my new rain jacket.

At home it was time to start the oven to get frozen pretzels ready for lunch and my husband took care of the Weisswürscht:

Not the best pretzels I’ve ever had but definitely better than the ones from around here. White sausages don’t really taste like anything so one needs sweet mustard and beer to get them down, in this case dark beer. The boy and I shared a bottle. I didn’t really need the alcohol.

After lunch the boy and I talked at length about learning and university and being an expert and the expectations he had before going to university.

Then I fell into my usual Saturday afternoon slump. I only got up again around 4, just before my husband asked me to help me with something computer-related.

The plan was to do the weekly cleaning and some website and publishing stuff but instead I sorted through all the books in the kitchen (because I was looking for my book on linguistics because the boy and I had talked about it) and moved a lot of them including the Batwoman comics I bought ten years ago and never read elsewhere.

I changed the battery in the thermometer and hygrometer in the bedroom and put the second summer duvet away and changed the PHP version on my author blog and stared blankly at book cover version 3 and cleaned the small kitchen window next to the sink that was extremely grimy.

I put all the recycling from the basement into the appropriate bins in the garage, vacuumed the old part of the house (my husband had done the annex before), started writing this post, cleaned the washbasin and toilet as well, changed all the towels, and ate leftover Chinese for dinner. Shower didn’t happen because I thought I’d rather go to bed on time but then ended up sitting around for too long anyway.

As I said, I thought I hadn’t done anything. And all I remember from that afternoon are the 90 minutes I sat around playing silly games and reading, not the rest of it.

I originally had planned to meet with a couple of writers online for our weekly check-in but when I realized how low my energy was, I canceled. I’m still all peopled out.

So I guess today should be a rest day.

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Flop and slump

September 28, 2024 by Susanne Leave a Comment

I wasn’t all that late going to bed but ended up sleeping through my alarm anyway. Or maybe I didn’t set it or I turned it off and slept on, no idea. So I did write morning pages but skipped yoga.

Since I ended up being sore still from yoga and bodyweight training the day before maybe that was a good thing, who knows.

All day long I had a hard time picking up speed I was just sluggish and slow. And, by the way, I just looked up how long it takes for vitamin D to take effect and it should take a couple of weeks so maybe I’ll feel a little better once that kicks in.

I left the dishes and such because I had a doctor’s appointment and almost forgot to print my blood pressure data out. Went out the door later than I wanted but ended up being there just on time anyway.

Doctor said I was doing everything right and how to proceed with flu and covid shots and bloodwork for the thyroid, so that was reassuring. I was in and out within 15 minutes.

Then I went to the pharmacy for my updated medication and to the health food store for buns, potato chips and chocolate. Again.

Went home, started doing at the least the breakfast dishes and then went into full on slump mode. Managed to order Chinese takeout and picked it up and in between printed new grocery list forms, then ate with my husband and the boy. There were spring rolls:

spring rolls and sweet chili sauce on a blue and cream saucer with gold detail, some chopsticks and a glass of water

And my usual fried noodles with chicken:

a bowl of fried noodle with veggies and chicken and the same glass of water and chopsticks

After that I just sat there, reading and playing silly games. My first student of the day canceled and I thought briefly that I could just get the house clean before the next student but then I was just too exhausted.

I had great plans of using the time after teaching for some website-related stuff but found that not only I couldn’t log into my account, I also couldn’t manage to get a new password sent to my email. So that was a bust.

I ended up doing some half-assed research about author websites and then it was time for yet another Zoom call to learn things. Where we talked a lot about exhaustion and overwhelm, go figure.

I sat around some more, then started writing this post, did the dishes after all, ate potato chips for dinner while watching some C-drama and drank a bottle of beer while thinking of my father who would have turned 84 today. Commemorating my father’s birthday with potato chips and beer seemed rather appropriate because he is the one I got my love of both from. Might be hereditary.

It was very interesting, last weekend, to see all the people at the family reunion whose lives he had touched and changed for the better. Because it was my father who made those reunions a regular thing and who planned a lot of them in meticulous detail for many years. And to see him missed.

That’s the thing, none of us knows where and how we touch other people’s lives, we just have to take it as it comes.

Like having to clean the house on a Saturday because I ran out of steam.

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And another day of go, go, go!

September 27, 2024 by Susanne Leave a Comment

Though I was petering out a bit at the end.

Since I managed to go to bed on time and set my alarm 15 minutes earlier not only did I have time for the complete morning routine (including yoga, yeah!), I also finally went in the shower.

Then breakfast, some more crochet, and the usual online rounds.

I did descale the electric kettle and change the BRITA filter and then was off to the supermarket rather late. Did spend quite a bit of time trying to find some interdental brushes my husband wanted but without success.

Came back home for lunch, only to find that my husband was all done already:

plate of risotto with saffron, shrimp, boiled egg, fresh parsley and parmesan with a glass of water on the side

Since I found the meal a little unsatisfying I decided to just eat a few spoons of the ice cream that I bought because it was on sale. Reader, it is confirmed, I can not eat just a little bit ice cream. I decimated the whole pint and felt somewhat full the rest of the day.

I also did another covid test because of our weekend trip and it was negative. Yes!

a negative covid test on a brown wooden tabletop

Then I sat around playing silly games and reading until it was time for my first student of the day. The second student had canceled (ear infection) and so I had time to watch one of Becca Syme’s monthly Zoom calls. It was very interesting but I had to leave early to teach.

Then I had two delightful students, started writing this post, did bodyweight training with the boy, finally ate dinner, made a list of publishing tasks, watched some C-drama while knitting and went to bed.

Oh, and I did end up ordering a second 1.5 mm circular for the Westknit KAL because the first one is in a project where I can’t decide if I should finish it, if so how, or if I should just rip it all back. I’m afraid, if I pull the needle out I’ll forget which size I used and will never touch that pair of fingerless mittens again.

And yes, I’m going against all my rules for how many projects I’m allowed to start at once. Shh.

Anyway, today should be a day with more free time. And Chinese takeout, at least that’s the plan.

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New glasses! And progress

September 26, 2024 by Susanne Leave a Comment

Well, I stayed up until past midnight. Which seems to happen a lot on Tuesdays, not quite sure why. Anyways, I think it is time to try a friend’s suggestion of not only setting alarms for the things that need to get done before I turn the lights out but also to make (and adhere to) the rule that the alarms might be put on snooze but they only get turned off once the thing is done, not before.

I did manage morning pages and meditation but didn’t do yoga again. Meh.

After three mornings of weaving in ends I finally finished the mystery shawl. And did not take a picture, sorry, because I needed to get to the optician after brushing my teeth and doing the breakfast dishes.

I actually was there on time and everything was extremely pleasant. Behold my new glasses:

The frames are ones I bought many years ago and they are almost the same as my other glasses but have a blue rim on the inside. That you can’t see in this picture. Anyway, I am now the proud owner of three pairs of progressives, one pair that works for most things but not all that well, one pair for reading, computer stuff and reading sheet music and the new pair for seeing things in the distance like when I want to drive or ride my bike or actually read road signs and such.

And if my sight changes a lot in the next six months I can get new lenses without paying anything (which I might need because of the cataracts) and after that until the end of 2025 I would only have to pay for one lens, not two.

I went back home by way of the supermarket where I get yogurt and the health food store for beans (and chocolate).

And then I finally tackled the washing machine. This is the detergent tray before:

And this is after:

I say that’s good enough. After that I put the washing machine cleaning powder in the machine and let it wash on hot and now we’re very hopeful the machine (and the laundry) won’t smell again.

While I was doing all that my husband had been cooking and lunch was half an hour early. All three of us sat down to eat together and it was all very harmonious:

I took a break and this time I only ate half the chocolate and left the rest for the boy as intended.

I have been wondering where to find the time and energy to work on my publishing tasks. Since one of my students canceled and I would be finished early I told a writer friend that I would go into the online office at 7 pm. She ended up not joining me because that was during her lunch break but since I had said I’d go (and put it in my calendar with an alarm), I did.

But before that I went to the kitchen to get something for dinner. And found my husband washing dishes. He said since I had been teaching much longer he’d help me. That was extremely nice and helpful. We talked a bit while I ate, then I read a few paragraphs (second Miss Phryne Fisher novel) and then I was off to the online office. I worked in my studio because I have the big monitor there and for Zoom meetings I like to spread things out.

I finally sent the feedback to my cover designer and then started looking into WordPress themes. Well. As always that makes my head hurt. But I need to change the theme of this blog and of my author site, it is becoming more and more buggy. Not today, though.

After that I started writing this post, did Duolingo, knitted another part of the endless gauge swatch with yet another smaller needle (I need a gauge of 24 stitches per 10 cm (4 inches) and with the 2 mm needles I only get 22. If the 1.75 mm needle still doesn’t work I’ll give up, I think. And then I went to bed.

Oh, and I started the first square of the Flowerpress blanket. It feels very fiddly at the moment but that’s always the case at the start. I’ll get used to it, for sure.

So all in all a pretty productive day, I’d say. Today will be a little less busy, I hope.

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Somehow there’s always such a lot to do

September 25, 2024 by Susanne Leave a Comment

I went to bed half an hour late, did not sleep all that well but my sleep app still said my „readiness for the day“ was great, so – okay.

I wrote my morning pages and then went on reading Miss Phryne Fisher. I actually finished the book later in the day and started the second one right away. (Autocorrect thinks „Phryne“ is not a word and should be „Pharynx“, tsk.)

So no yoga and no meditation. I measured my blood pressure and it was too high. Again. Maybe I should have done yoga and such.

Husband was stressed out and I had high hopes of finding time to do some publishing tasks and finally clean that washing machine. But first my husband started yet another load. Which was sorely needed, there were big piles of dirty laundry in the laundry room.

I did the usual morning things including trying to finish the mystery shawl but there are still oodles of ends to weave in and then it will need blocking.

Since we were out of some rather essential things like vegetarian cold cuts, chocolate and spaghetti (husband didn’t have the time to go grocery shopping over the weekend) I did both a health food store and a supermarket run.

There was lunch:

a plate of short macaroni with bolognese sauce, parmesan, fried slices of zucchini, a glass bowl with red beet salad and a glass of water

Meanwhile husband was so stressed that he had to lie down before lunch, then only ate three bites and threw the rest away. There was talk of changing things so that cooking wouldn’t be as stressful. We’re all in favor.

Then I had a short break during which I ate too much chocolate, hung the laundry up and asked the boy to do the dishes. One of our conversation themes during lunch was that the boy is not doing his share of chores and housework. Of course, right now he is in the hot phase before another exam again but there is always something and he is an adult after all.

Then there was all the teaching until 6, I saw that the optician had left a message (I can pick up my new glasses today, yeah!), so I called them back, started writing this post, ate dinner, made a plan to finally clean the detergent drawer and run the machine with a washing machine cleaner, and also descale three faucets while deciding to leave the book cover feedback for today.

Then I met the boy who said, „Oh, I’ll take a shower later.“ And there went all my water-related plans for the evening. My husband showed up and talked about planting less stuff next year and to cook less complicated meals to simplify our lives and minimize conflict which sounds like a very good plan indeed.

I sat around playing solitaire for a bit, read some stuff on Twitter and ate more chocolate while idly talking with the boy on and off until I finally managed to watch another episode of „The Rational Life“ while knitting a second gauge swatch for the Westknits KAL before going to bed.

Today should be a bit less stressful. I hope.

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